So proud

My baby girl turns 3 this weekend...I can't believe it. I say it every year when her birthday comes around, but I just want to thank her so much. She has changed everything about my life and for the best. I remember being this nervous mom holding this just hours old baby. It went by so fast it was a blur almost now. I remember every milestone and being so excited for each and every one. This little girl may throw huge fits at time, doesn't like potty training nor not getting her way. But THIS little girl gives me a huge and tells me she slept good, says sweet dreams to dallas before bed, kisses me for no reason, asks for hugs, says please and thank you, and so many other things I think about. She loves so unconditionally. She's amazing.. I often get stressed and think how am I going to give this little girl the best opportunity, because she's so special she needs the best. Then when I calm down and see the special little girl enjoy the simple things, like sharing popcorn with her dad at night I know it will be ok. Another thing I say every year is there no words to describe my love for her...and another year is down and I'm still unable to put it in words. I hope one day I might be able to come up with something in words to tell her...besides I love you Reese.

I really hope the birthday girl has a great time on Saturday. We are taking her to chucky cheese, coming back and doing cake and presents here. Even though it's just family, I'm trying to make it special with the cake and decorations. She deserves a special birthday. We are finishing up her birthday shopping on Thursday. We are taking dallas with us to pick up his new car seat. He will be in a big boy car seat now. Still rear facing until he is big enough though.

Oh and I had so much fun with Jason in Las Vegas. The concert was awesome and just being there alone with him was even better. We are so thankful for these little things we get to do.

A special day marked in my heart. Feb 18th 2012. TB. The very last day I was so lucky to have spent with you. We celebrated Reese's birthday and had planned to see each other in a couple weeks. I still keep the toy you had bought for Reese. You didn't realize it, but she was too young to play with it. I keep it in the box unopened...I'm not sure maybe I will keep it forever. You are so very missed. Think of you always.