RIP TB

One year ago today I lost the most important person in my life besides my husband. My dad being gone has made me learn a lot. I had blogged earlier about today, but somehow it lost what I saved. I was mad at first but now thinking about it...there isn't much to say that I haven't already. I miss him and would give anything to speak or see him one last time. I know he wouldn't want me to be so unhappy so today I'm giving him that. No tears today, yes they will come as always but today I remember him and just cherish the times we had. I decided to do something I never do. I know after people lose loved ones they talk to them or even write to them like a journal!? Well I haven't wanted to do that and really won't ever want to. However I decided I will one time a year on this very day. It suits since we loved softball so much that I would make my little note on an actual softball. I plan to keep them all but only retread the previous years ball when I replace it with the next years ball. Probably will end up getting cases and shelving for them. Here's to my dad RIP TB no tears today buddy.